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amorettea ([info]amorettea) wrote,
@ 2009-07-16 22:50:00

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Current mood: grumpy

Grumpy grumpy grumpy
I am REALLY tired of:

Stupid People. People who say “Black is White” and I say, “No, look, here are the numbers. The undeniable facts that black is black and white is white” and they say “Lalala I can’t hear you. Black is White.”

Having so many damn obligations. Family obligations. Job obligations. I have many jobs because the pay for my primary job is crappy. The pay for my husband’s primary job is crappy. If we had two kids, we’d be eligible for all kids of help for being below the poverty line even though we are college educated and work hard. I am so tired of having so many part time jobs and one of my “two hours a month at most” jobs will be a minimum of eight hours next week--when I am supposed to be on “vacation.”

Having no libido. I am sick of being on the hormones I am on but the Clinic fired my GYN for spending too much time with patients (he spent 45 minutes with an upset patient instead of 15! The horror!) and the nearest GYN is 150 miles away. I don’t know what to do and have no one to ask.

Having stuff pile up because I have so many other things to do. I can’t clean the closet until I clean the cellar and I can’t work on the north bedroom until I clean the closet and the garage and what about the garden needing weeding and my brother wants me to babysit and on and on. Back to obligations.

And STUPID PEOPLE. Dear lord, there are so many who can’t read or don’t want to read and do not want their stupid predjudices proved wrong because that would make their stupid little brains explode.

I think I need to go to bed.


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(Anonymous)
2009-07-20 03:00 pm UTC (link)
Sorry about all of this. Much (not the job part unfortunately) could be caused by the hormones. I remember those deep black feelings that wouldn't go away. How can this be normal? No one, male or female, should feel like that.

Sometimes I find that it is difficult to believe that I do have empathy (because I have had a very easy life, comparitively, through nothing I did). I just have to remember not to complain and hope that my friends lives can be better.

McJude

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